tired of sleep
so now i'm awake
as the clock reads 3 am 
and so i lay 
starin' at the cielin' wonderin' why another day
who knows
i probably needed another
so i pull back the curtains 
to feel that october breeze
smellin' november round the corner
fallin' into another year
i love you baby
even though you cannot see
me 
baby see me
decrust ya eyes as mines begin to close 
enterin' a state 
where one begin to dream
i see you on a paradiom 
as the breeze begin to stream
it's cold
gyod damn
you i want to hold
a ball i fold
my body molded
into liquid gold is the soul i'm tolded
so i fly 
over the paradiom
seekin' 
for the perfect means 
to find the gateway to your heart
you are and still in mines 
from the beginning to the start
beginning to see the end
by the way are we apart
seperated
damn corners you hide behind
disappearin' from plain sight 
in the dark creepin' with mad torture on ya mind
while loneliness slice through my mind like a knife
and together at last if only for a night
holdin' eachother tight
as you lie 
thighs steadily callin' extacy 
as the sweat begin to dries
the rain subsides as we look into to eachother eyes
love me to death with the same breath 
she put back the gun that shot me in the dark i'm left
cryin' black tears and bleedin' blue blood to death...
and she said she fuckin' love me
damn
bLaCk wiDOw
i'm still in love
do you feel me

miSta mUtHaPhAqUeR
tHe laziest fUcKeR  in me aReA
pullin' doWn 
causin' rUkUs 
and mAss hYsTeriA
hUrTiNg the ones he LoVe 
in aLL his cOnCieT
in all his dEciET
soon 
he'll be left alone
with just 
his meat
to beat
dAmN
can't this sTuPiD fUcKeR sEe
rUnNiN' inTO a wall
with MaD cRaZy vELoCiTy
life is at a stand stiLL
after a MaD cAtAsTrOpHe
wAkiNg Up 
in diSbEliEf
to sEe that 
mUtHa fUcKeR's
mE.....